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YOUR ASSUMPTION

by BLESSENED

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1.
empty carts 05:13
you spend your days smoking empty carts you make decisions from an unsure heart you add little value to the lives of your friends desperately clawing to the end spiral down, spiral down into the truth processes bound by my youth intrinsic view of another's past i split myself just to make it last the choir of all in our inner space all go quiet, memories erased spiral down, spiral down, spiral into the truth my actions bound by my youth
2.
all your assumptions i cannot fulfill separate bedrooms gentle reminders getting lost firmer reminders trapped in the maze dizzying haze selling and borrowing the rest of my days follow my heart tear it to shreds you don't even look at me i feel so misled i won't follow your assumption i will get out of your way i won't follow your assumption there is nothing left to say i am not who you thought confusion reigns over our scattered brains
3.
nadia 05:32
(excerpts from letter from gaza by ghassan kanafani) i have now received your letter, mustafa i must thank you for everything i must thank you my dear friend i will not follow you to California you turned your face towards me from the plane your cold lips brushed my cheek when you looked at me again i could see your tears my life had a gluey vacuous quality in the middle of the year in the middle of that year they attacked gaza, our gaza with bombs and flamethrowers why didn't we leave this defeat what is this ill-defined tie we had with gaza we found it just as we had known it more cramped than the mind of a sleeper i went to my mother in our house do you remember Nadia, my brother's daughter? her face was calm and still eloquent as a tortured prophet much more than a child she had lost her leg when she threw herself on top of her brothers and sisters to protect them from the bombs and flames never shall i forget the grief which moulded onto her face she could have run away, but she didn't why? gaza was brand new, mustafa you and i never saw it like this the blazing sun filled the streets with the colour of blood the stone piled up at our living quarter had meaning i will not come to you, mustafa you, return to us you, return you, return we are all waiting for you (sample of mawwal sung by Dalal Abu Amneh and female choir) NiHna bil-arid Aghsaan Zaytoon We (Palestinians) in this land are olive branches B'ninhini bas lanbous atraaaaaayib We only bend to kiss the earth (El-ard ilna wil bilad blaadina)X2 (The land is ours and this is our country)X2
4.
clutching to the surface denigrate my purpose all surrounding burning inner magma churning nights of restless slumber connecting abstraction comprehend the being take apart the mind of fraction i can feel you across the hallway i can see you behind your doorway within the wind of primal synapses you'll cease to be succumb into my never-waking dream
5.
illusions 02:44
view the mountain on the clearest of days fare evasion under colony haze don't ask about that, please king street station to the old 41 another night staring at baseball mounds don't ask about that, please we're all pretending these things exist out of our reliance of its non-illusions we sustain illusions
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released June 17, 2022

KOSUGI VARIATIONS BAND FOUR ARE

vocals (2), organ (2, 6), synthesizer, noise, percussion, production, mixing, editing, lead mastering, recording engineer - jane chiles
vocals (6), rhodes organ (1), sampling, tapes, noise, percussion - jan davis (pure mothman/floral tattoo)
drum kit (3), synthesizer, noise, percussion - lex
vocals, electric guitar, bass guitar, acoustic guitar, drum sequencer, drum kit (6), tapes, synthesizer, noise, percussion, sampling, production, mixing, editing, mastering, recording engineer, writing (all but lyrics of 3 and other bandmembers' parts) - veni visceral

recording engineer, mixing - qualia exley
cover art - bj wilbanks

lyrics from "nadia" are interpolated from ghassan kanafani's "letter from gaza".

recorded 2020-2022 at various places in birmingham, tuscaloosa, and seattle.

special thanks to the inhabitants of SAOIRSE for letting us use their castle upon the hill as a recording space. to the folks at THE DOJO at equinox studios for the same. to jane, jan, lex, and qualia for their hard work. to jenny, marcus, fran, damian, mike hiatt, numbers, ryan, abby, gia, kaj, lots, katie, paisley, and all the noisemakers and good folk back home. bhxm hxc reigns!

eternal reverence to the gods of olympus.

dedicated to elizabeth méabh, matthew smith, and calla lee hansen.

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BLESSENED Seattle, Washington

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SPACE SLUDGE FROM HELL

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